your work is always improving. that is good... how is life treating you

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nicely I guess, I have lots of work to do both job and school. Debating whether I will move to Texas or not, just trying to figure out the final decisions, even mom thinks its a bad idea to move there without help so thats why Im going to meet Zech's family there so that if I should need help they will be there. You?

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moving along.. trying to figure myself out... buying my car this friday. then from there on im working twords getting my license. the car will be a real kick in the arse to make sure i focuse. ive been debateing about moveing... id like to leave the states. maybe go to canada... or mexico.. hell even brazil is looking appealing. but at the moment. im working up my financial strenth. by next year. if everything goes as planned ill be debt free. have a license car.. and a comfertable home. i may stay in florida... depends on what my hand is this time around. so far everything is doing better. ive finally figured out the bonuse system at my work and i found out i can make 10 an hr just by comming to work. if you work all your hours and you dont call out or miss any days. they give you a dollar bonus for each hour you worked. so technically you get 10 an hour. been also trying to keep myself busy. helping friends move, doing lawn work, cleaning, breathing. all that happy stuff.. well. i hope things work out for you in texas... i hope your boyfriend out there will make you happy..

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hes not my boyfriend, he just owes me a place to stay, I know you dont believe me but I dont really want to date him, hes way too emo. I like him best on Horizons, Im gonna be living with one of his grandmothers. Heck Im actually thinking about moving to Alabama instead, mountains, fresh air, gorgeous place. Or somewhere up north like Canada even, I would love to go to Canada, but for now its college so I have to go to Texas. I have no way of getting into Full Sail and Im too damn lazy to look for art colleges closer to here.

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it is hard to believe you lana... i wish i could believe you. but at this time. everything is against you. i head read what journals i could. the times he mentions you being his girlfriend are around the times the you didnt want a relationship with me. i loved you so much lana. and i had tried. but its hard when you dont know what to do. and everything is slipping through your fingers. i honestly just wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. but the problem with that was i didnt ask you what you wanted. so in the end i lost the one person who mattered most to me.. bah.. whatever. to sappy. anyways. its over now and i just wish you luck on whatever it is your doing. weather its collage or what not.

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